Sunday, 29 March 2009
Its been a while since I last blogged, or even had the energy to blog.
Life seems to play cruel jokes on me time after time and I often wonder if this is my retribution for something.
I think most of my friends would know by now.
Storeman.
What the fuck.
What the FUCK.
From commando recruit to storeman.
And all my friends have now gone on to next phase of training, be it the Airborne course, SISPEC, or OCS.
I can't help but feel bitter.
Don't think that storeman means a good life.
Utter boredom. Stay-in. No rank. Saikang warrior.
Maybe some people would find this desirable.
I think its disgusting.
I miss the feelings of brotherhood and the bonds that only tough training can forge.
I miss the endorphin high that only ensues when you've just pushed yourself to the limits, and succeeded.
I acknowledge that little people would serve NS if given a chance. But since theres no way out, I want to make the most out of the two years.
Not waste it away like that.
I'm fighting desperately for recourse BMT now.
Trying to get my FFI done.
Recourse tekong, recourse commando, I don't care.
I just want to get posted out of here.
Thank god you've always been there for me.
Whenever I feel like shit, I know I can always look forward to hearing your voice later on.
On a completely unrelated note, I've been totally addicted to Love Story by Taylor Swift!!!!
I keep listening OVER and OVER.
@ 17:54
Clement Yap
